It may surprise some people to know that not all gay guys like anal sex, either giving or getting.

I am not one of those guys. To me, being buttfucked is the most erotic, intense, close sex I can have. I don't really know why, but I have an idea where this feeling may have come from.

When I was a kid, everyone knew that the ass was dirty. It was something that you did not let anyone else see, let alone touch, without embarrassment and humiliation. The only ones to see my butt were my parents, especially my mother when bathing.

At other times, when I had to bare it in front of others, it was under less than pleasant circumstances. A trip to the doctor, and enema in the hospital. We were occasionally punished by being forced to sit naked. My mother would sometimes have us strip to our underwear and sit and wait for our father to come home to paddle or more often belt us when we had done something wrong. He would sometimes have us take our shorts off to get in directly on our naked butts. But even he did not get much of a look at our buttholes.

At my military entrance physical, during a check for hernia and hemorrhoids, about 20-30 young guys were in a large room wearing only our shorts. The NCO told us to "strip, place your feet shoulder width apart, bend over and spread your cheeks." The medic then walked behind us and when he touched our right cheek we could stand and put our shorts back on. I did not enjoy exposing my asshole to a stranger in a room full of naked men who were also exposing their assholes.

So what does that embarrassment have to do with enjoying get fucked up the ass? The first time a guy fucked me, I was nude and on all fours. Having a guy see my cock and naked body was not especially unusual. I had showered with plenty of naked men. What made it different was that I was voluntarily letting a man see what I had considered to be the most private part of my body. To know that he could see it fully exposed and touch it, feel it, and ultimately penetrate it was extremely erotic. I had shared with him my most private intimate spot.

I still have that feeling, no matter how many times a guy has seen my anal orifice or fucked it. Then, of course, there is the incredible pleasure of feeling his hard cock in me, and knowing that we are most intimately connected during anal sex.There is little I enjoy more than having a man deep inside my butt while my feet are around his waist or over his shoulders and we kiss and fuck. Almost nothing feels better---or looks better---than watching a man whom I like or love orgasm while he is deep in my ass. How nice it is to watch his face and his beautiful naked male body as he tenses moans, grunts, and releases his load in a beautiful prostrate draining orgasm while inside of me. How nice it is to know that I helped him have such a wonderful feeling and that he enjoyed me too.